We've all been there, looking for a way to hide hair thinning/hair loss.
It's a stressful situation which isn't helped with the paranoid thoughts that people around us are noticing the scalp gaps, and maybe even making some sympathetic remarks like "omg, she/he has no hair" "I feel so bad, you can see the scalp" and all that nonsense.

Ever wondered that maybe it's just us?

When i first noticed my hairloss, my hair felt limp, dead and lifeless. It was still thick and full, in the very beginning of the disaster where only the fringe felt slightly lighter.. but i could just tell that something was very wrong. Of course my family and close friends would be quick to call me ridiculous for thinking that i was "going bald". They couldn't see anything wrong; simply because they weren't the ones who had cared, cleansed and styled the mane for the past 16 years.

 Yep, i was 16 when i suffered hair loss. It isn't easy at all, especially when you go to high school where almost no kid seems to be afraid to let their hair down and blow in the wind. Do you know that *pang* of jealousy and melancholy that im talking about? I was always paranoid about my ponytail looking thinner than normal, so i got a major haircut. I went from my waist length, to my collar bone.

I never let my hair done after that, my friends would always be like "let your head breath!"
ummm NOPE. i dont think so, if i let my hair down i was always worried that my scalp would show through, or my hair line would look too wide, Hair sits too flat etc. etc. and so on..

Anyways. I first noticed my hair fall around October 20th 2013.
It's now February 11th 2014, and my hair is continuously decreasing in density, but it has slowed down. The stage from October to December was extremely drastic. During this time i must've lost about 30/40% of my hair and was really depressed about it. Whenever i woke up, i felt sad that the weight of my hair didn't pull my head back onto the pillow. I hated the stringy strands that were left of my "hair". I hated everything. The stupid thing was, that i kept stressing out about it all (which made it worse LOL).

I'm not sure why i'm going through all this. My sister went through it too, at the same age too! Is it stress? Allergies? Genetics? I have no idea. Doctors say that everything is fine after conducting about 4 blood tests lool.. Although they suspect it's due to stress since i'm studying for exams right now. And maybe it is stress? I have been through a bit recently. Said goodbye to my awesome friend who went to the army and im struggling with keeping my mind straight when i study. I'm healing though, and thats what this whole process is about :)

Today i feel much better though. The falling has seemed to decrease a lot, which i must say that is because of my hair care routine. If i didn't start at soon as i noticed the hairfall back in October, i might have been even worse right now.. which i simply CANT imagine!

The sooner we come to terms with the problem, the faster we can find the solution. I believe that everyone has a chance at finding their own cure for their hair loss, but we first need to accept that yeah, we are LOSING HAIR. Take the shock, take it hard and then come back to reality and begin your search. I am conducting a few experiments with natural remedies and for most i've gotten positive results. Join me in my journey fighting through this darkness (cringE sorry), i'd love to help people out there and encourage you to try my methods. Im gonna post throughout here about how we can all feel fabulous, happy and beautiful by tackling the monster called hair loss!

Happy Fighting!!!